"HEART COLLECTOR"
I told myself I'd never hurt her
But when love catches a temper
A temper can lead to murder
I took her heart like a collector
It was easy to make her smile
It was easy to make a monster
It wasn't right
So, then I left her
It was storming and I drove myself crazy trying to forget her
I spun out twice
Then I drove faster
There was no turning back
Not from this one way track
I couldn't turn around to get her
I remember what we had together
Now I catch myself wishing her well
But, even better!
I sometimes wish I never met her
Damn, I wish I never read that letter
It was page after page of pain
Signed in mascara stains
Had me running for a blade
Just to write up my reply with the red ink from my veins
"But that's no way to earn your wings"
That's what they told me
"Revenge is like the sweetest joy next to getting"
...You know what I'm saying, homie
We were made for something greater
I only wish I could've seen it when it mattered
But the truth is:
I could never hate her